Question asked by Liam
I’m start to hate my father. Nothing I do is good enough. He always has to pick fights with me. I’m just sick of it. It’s honestly getting to the point where if he were to pass on, I would not go to his funeral. I tried to do Bodhicitta meditation, meditation on the kindness of parents, but that only goes so far
Dear Liam,
I am glad that you are meditating on the kindness of your parent, that is wonderful. You are on the right direction, please continue to do so. You may not experience obvious result in the beginning, however if you continue to do so, after some time, you will see the changes in the state of your mind. Focus on his kindness, thank him for bringing you to the world and be grateful that he has raised you to where you are now. Do it daily and consistently. You will see the result.