Question asked by Audrey Leong
Hi all,
I had a ghostly experience in Year 2010 right after my grandpa passing away and then i become a Buddhist without knowing what is actually happening in the ceremony. The monk asked me to recite "Om mani pad me hung" and invite the ghost to recite with me but it was no use at all. The ghost was very fierce until i was possessed by it after days of sleepless night my stamina and energy to fight was running slow.
Then i came to a Taoist temple which has a person who is possessed by god to save me. He said I must be one of them to be possessed by god then I would only be safe from the disturbance of the spirit as the spirit wanted my life. Then i went through some ceremonies to prepared my body to be possessed by god in hope that i am free from the disturbance. Then, i don't know what happened I was unable to be possessed by god. the ceremony was stopped half way. They have no choice and eventually helped me to do some ceremony and some offerings to the spirit. then the spirit was gone.
I was greatly shocked by this incident about god and ghost until i couldn't sleep at night of worrying i will be possessed again by either god or ghost until i got mental sickness that is schizophrenia. I come to realise that as a buddhist i should understand about what is buddhism. As I learn more about buddhism, i got more and more confused that if one day i really possessed by god to help people like the person who helped me.I will be doing something that increase the self centred mind of human because there are many of them asking god for something because of their desire of wanting something. I very worried that i will be like them possessed by god one day.
I feel bad that Taoist temple was the one which save my life but my heart was so much into buddhism and don't wish to be possessed by god like anyone of them. Can you tell me whether i will be possessed again as they told me i will be possessed by god one day. I have been following a lot of dharma to find the answer. All I believe is that as long as i am happy and with positive energy with me with the dharma, i wont be possessed by any sentient being.












































































































Dear Audrey Leong,
You are right to say that with positive energy, with the Dharma, you won’t be possessed by any sentient being. Continue to learn about Buddhism and take refuge in the Three Jewels. It would be good to follow a spiritual teacher who can guide you. Do not dwell in the past. Look upon it like a bad dream and move forward. Join a centre with Dharma classes and practice well, abandoning non-virtues and replacing them with positive ones.