Question asked by Ah See
Dear Pastors
I am very sad that I am having delusions to hate dharma to hate people preaching dharma it sudden turns like a lot of bullshit and I see people are being picked on one after another. I have harboured alot of anger and hatred towards the ones picking on others. How can I manage this situation. I tried many times to psycho myself that this phase will past and I will be ok and life is not smooth sailing but the more I do unbearable it becomes. It seems that alot of bulls going. What can I do to change my situation/perception. Appreciate your advice.
We all have delusions and are affected by it. The negative mind grasps on to events that brings about unhappiness again and again. This type of mind grasps on and targets at people who is into dharma. There are many reasons why this is happening.. but no matter what the reasons are, it shows we are not in control of our own mind. There may be other reasons in the near future that causes unhappiness and the reasons and opportunities to feel this way is never ending. Instead of focusing on the people whom we cannot possibly change, consider instead what we can do… if need be, some space may be required until our minds are calmed down. Give yourself the space with the motivation and understanding that we all need breathing room but it is not an escape from reality.. the reality that we are not in control of our own mind and emotion and it is something we cannot escape from but to take each day at a time to cultivate skillful ways and peaceful mind in the midst of chaos…call samsara,