Question asked by Stephanie
Hi there,
Its recently come to my attention that I have received 2 initiations upon my left hand without my consent. I have been having trouble within that seems only to worsen. Having reactions to things which I never had before, facial twitches which I never had before, being taunted from within. I've spent my entire life wanting to be a better person from within and I'm terrified that these unwelcome initations have caused the very essence of myself to become uprooted and reversed somehow and I'm very much in need of help, in order to restore myself and immerse myself in the Dharma to study and learn. I would sincerely appreciate your assistance, what I can do to reverse anything cast upon my soul and once again feel like myself.
Kindest Regards,
Stephanie
Dear Stephanie,
I’m sorry but I do not fully understand what you mean when you say you have received 2 initiations on your left hand. In any case, from the rest of your message, I would suggest that you engage in the practice of Dorje Shugden, which can find here: https://www.dorjeshugden.org/practice/diamond-path-a-daily-sadhana-of-dorje-shugden.
Calling upon the energies of Dorje Shugden on a daily basis will help to alleviate any of your symptoms if caused by supernatural elements or forces, as well as give you protection. At the same time, he can help to remove obstacles in your life and create the conducive conditions you need to help you do what you want to do. In this case, you want to study and practice the Dharma, which is a very beneficial aim indeed. Just to be on the safe side, since you are having these facial twitches, I would suggest you also go to see your medical professional to see if it is caused by something that can be treated medically.
I hope this helps. Thank you