Question asked by Jason
i secretly want for chakrasamvara initiation with out telling my parents. Due to my parents being very superstitious they have said and though many bad things about tantric buddhas. Due to the mental state of my parents and their habit of going through my possessions and finding all my hiding places, i cannot have an altar or the necessary tools to fully practice. Can i practice simply by multi tasking. What i mean to say is when I'm doing chores or other such thing can i do the self generation practices and completion stages while i'm outwardly doing worldly things. They get scared even when i sit down to meditate.
Dear Jason,
Thank you for your question. I have not received any Higher Tantric Yoga initiations, so I am not qualified to answer this question. However, I am sure that there are methods of practicing both stages without outwardly appearing to be practicing. This is because Higher Tantric Yoga is an internal method, and one that is usually practiced with a lot of humility.
I would like to suggest that you explain the situation to your Guru that gave you the Chakrasamvara initiation, and ask for his or her advice on how to proceed. They will be able to guide you in the specific techniques that you can use. When it comes to tantric practice it is always best to go to the source from which you received the practice. This is a part of Guru devotion, which is integral in the practice of tantra. I hope this helps.
Thank you.