Question asked by Eli Levine
Dear Pastors,
For some reason my intuition keeps telling me that a particular woman will come back into my life in the indefinite future. I would not call my condition suffering, in the sense that I'm constantly clinging or grasping to her memory. The cage has been broken for some many years now; I only write about her from time to time because it helps get my thoughts out and my feelings back into balance. I just wish I could shake the deep, gut feeling that I have that she'll eventually be back in my life, maybe not in the same form or condition as she was when we met, but still back in my life nonetheless as a friend, an accomplice, a wild lover and partner in this adventure through the universe that we're both on. I have let her go effectively in every way possible. Why is it that I keep having this unshakeable feeling that she'll be back?
You each and all have been helpful in the past. I wish I could afford to give you all another donation or something as a token of my real appreciation for what you do. Thanks.
Dear Eli Levine,
This feeling is due our deep routed obscurations. We can all have them and many of us actually do but simple do not speak about them.
On of the marks of highly realized masters is that they have developed equanimity between those we like, do not like and are indifferent too. That being said, this equanimity is something that needs to be developed gradually over time. Even though you it sounds like you have let go of this woman, the fact is that deeper down this feeling for those people we like is still very strong, that is the reason why you still have this very strong feeling. This is simply my understanding.